16:00 Wed 29 July 2026

First post

Hi!! So this is my first post, Idk what to say T_T so I guess I'll just ramble :D. I've been working on my website's layout and I've ngl I just copy and pasted the layout for blogs provided by https://www.w3schools.com/CSS/. This website is so gooddddddd, whenever I have questions about html or need help figuring something out this website is def my go to T_T. Yesterday I was scrolling through youtube and I came across a 'redesigning jeff the killer' video and I was like 'Cool! No idea who tf that is but imma watch it' and I may have fallen down the creepypasta rabit hole T_T. Right now I'm on the second vid on tuv's youtuber channel about all the 'og' creepy pastas' and I may have a new hyperfixation XD. I am slowly getting bored of lisening to tuv's voice and thinking that I'm going to find one of these 'characters' behind me T_T.and IK THE AINT REALL OK I just have an extreambly... Imma say 'strong' imagination and it genuenly makes me feel scared for no reason. Like the other day while I was reading the fnaf books and I finished the chapter so I set the book down on my nightstand, turned of the light and just like lay facing the wall, and for some FUKING REASON I thought 'Uuuu what if freedy was behind me' and my FUKING BRAIN convinsed it'self he was behind me and I spent the whole night sweating FUKING RIVERS and shivering cause I genuenly thought he was behind me. like I was full on terrifued about SOMETHING I KNEW WASSEN'T REALL T_T wtf is wrong with me T.T

16:26

Ok so I've been thinking, and maybe what I'm going to do is: Instead of creating a whole new box for the next 'update' in the same day, I'm just going to put time stamps in that day's box. Idk I just think it makes more scence. Burh I just realized I haven't cheked discord in like 3 days and may have completely ghosted a friend T_T. Right now I'm sitting facing the tv and for some FUKING REASON I think imma see something creepy in the reflection and it's not fuking funny T_T

16:30

So I just added my blog's tags, and I've added the 'creepy' tag? I think imma keep it just because I'm into creepy stuff (even if I tend to get freaked out VERY often T_T) Like you know the feeling you get when watching a scary movie and you know something bad is going to happen? (idk what that feeling is called in english but it's 'presentimiento' in spanish) Well I sometimes get that feelling at home FOR NO FUCKING REASON. Like my brain fr be thinking imma see slender man T_T. Also do you know if there is some way to add a little image to the little icon thingi that appears at the top of a window? Cause I really want to add one but idk how T_T. Ok I just added my email to the about me box... I think Imma go play some rdr2 Talk later!!!

16:37

Alr so I've been thinking that I might have the latest update at the top (like right now) and then have it go down as it becomes older, as in: The oldest post at the bottom and the newest at the top kinda thing? ok NOW Imma go play rdr2 Talk laterrr

19:01

Alrrr I'm back!! I just spent like two hours playing rdr2 and right now I'm snaking on some cold plain pasta and OMG IT'S SO UNDERRATED?!?!? Obviously you have to cook the pasta properlly *cough* totally not looking at the people who coo the pasta for the time it says on the package *cough* and it's so goodddddd I really like chewy foods and this is hitting the spot so well T_T. We're going out on a trip soon to southern spain (I live in Madrid) and I've been helping my mom out with packing, which isin't very fun, but alas it's what one must so *says fancily* PFAHAHHAHAHA Ik I'm so funny :D Also I've got that dread feeling like two times since I last spoke T_T wtf is wrong with me, like IK THERE IS NOTHING THERE T_T Idk why I'm scared T3T Also my dog staring into space isin't helping, cause it's got me feeling scared at what my dog is staring at, so i get the feeling i don't like and become scared to look where my dog is looking T_T Anywaysss I'm gonna go eat my pasta, I think I'm also gonna add some sort of chat to my 'website' so that I can talk with you!!!

19:14

alr nvrm I got lazy T_T, I just finished my bowl of pasta and brooooooo it was so good, it hit the spotttt. I also gave some to my dog, who seemed to enjoy it as much as I did T_T. I'm hearing banging upstairs and ngl I'm getting kinda freaked (most of all cause I'm at home a lone) so I'm totally not trying to think about it while I type... Alr I'm kinda thinking about it but my brains not making me feel weird things, but the fact that my dog just parked and I heard a creacking sound is not helping T_T. Anywaysssss woudn't it be cool If this whole page was lie cyphered? Actually maybe only my next messages (cause I don't feel like cyphering everything else) and maybe only you, who has been with me since the beginning will be able to understand it. OMG YES THIS IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA. Alr so the first thing is gonna be the following, imma change the a-o u-y e-i ak sa naw thot E'v dani et em jyst wreteng reght naw ta tist ef thes con cami ta mi iosilu edk thes meght bi hordir thon e thayght... EDK THES ES GANNO BI SA CAAL WHIN E GIT YSID TA ET. Yyyy mu dod jyst govi mi mari temi an thi ploystoten sa emmo ga ploy sami rdr2 sii y saan!!

19:24

Thi posto modi mi gossu

22:39

Alr I'm back, I got bored of writting in code T_T So I think imma do that when I wanna be misterious or wanna say smth secret T_T. OK so now I kinda wanna talk about my self, and the...issues? I have. Like you've probably already guessed I tend to halucinate, my halucinations aren't always visual (idk how to explain it) but basically sometimes I can halucinate feelings or sensations? basically what I explained before, I think that there's something there and my body locks into fight or flight mode even if I know that there is nothing there. My 'visual' halucinations on the other hand tend to feel real, and most of the time idk if they r aactually real or if my brain is making it up T_T. The best example of this is my friend Danny (his actual name is Daniel but imma not gonna call him that T_T). At the begining I genuenly thought he was real T_T like I legit thought this tan cute af like 17 year old dude sneaked into my bedroom every night just to stare at me. Then I kinda realized two things: One ngl that's kinda creepy wether he's cute or not, and two, there is no way to climb into my window, like it's imposuble. Then I just kinda realized he was not real T_T which ngl took me an embaressangly long time to figure out. I've tried to 'talk' to him (idk, sometimes my halucinations talk back. Ykw I've actually researched it and apperently if you talk to hallucinations, you might find out something cool about your subconscious) but he never says anything. Sometimes when he appears he looks..angry? But he never does anything usually during those times he 'disapears' quicker. Most of the time he looks sad, but also kinda happy? The kind of look you put on when you have to give your sibling something yours and they seem to be genuenly gratefull (idk if I'm explaining myself correctly) Anywaysss, I really want to talk to Danny (which btw i've called him Daniel cause he looks like a Daniel, no particular reason other than that T_T) but I genuenly have no idea how to. PS: He's not in my room right now, but I think I'm going to document everything he does, maybe that way I'll be able to learn more about him?

23:09

Alr so Danny is here. He's looking at me, but in a way he hasen't looked at me yet, with some sort of curiosity?He looks intrested in whatever it is I'm doing. I've told him just now that I'm writting something about him, and he kinda like tilted his head slightly and gave me a 'ik' look?nidk what that's supposed to mean, like obviously something that's in my head is gonna know what I'm doing, but I also think it's weird that this is the first time he's reacted to me interacting with him? Maybe he's just self-centeered and only cares if it's about him?

He just chuckled

alr I think he is self centered, cause he is genuely looking at me right now like I just said the funniest thing ever, but I haven't said anything T_T. Ok I have an idea, what if he can only hear what I write? Ok he just nodded so that prolly means I'm right. Omg can we just take a moment to acknowlage the fact that I'm solving a puzzle my own brain has set up, like ngl but I'm fucking albert Einsteining this shit. Omg he just full on laughed, but ngl idk if it's a 'oh ur so funny laugh' or a 'haha stupid ass' laugh T_T.